Friday, September 7, 2007
The truth is out.
I've lost my respect towards Her.
Unless She proves me wrong.
I need a perfect idea right now.
I need proofs to make the perfect judgement.
I need everything to be clear.
Till when it'll end.
Everything seems to be vague.
Imagine...
When the person that you looked up to changes to a person that you hated most.
When the person that you have respected all this while betrays your respect.
When the person that gave birth to you is no longer who She is before.
Imagine that.
N-Cinta.
Sweet`Flutters
3:52 AM
Thursday, September 6, 2007
It's been almost a month I didnt get to update this blog of mine. A lot of things have been happening in Life. So much that I don't know where to start. The only thing that hasn't change yet is I'm still a part time job seeker. Hah.
Anws, I had a barbecue plus birthday surprise for Mom at East Coast Park on the 25th and 26th of August. I had so much fun thro' out that 2 days. I didnt slept coz I had fun playing board and card games with people. Oh, and about the birthday surprise, it was okay. We almost failed to make my mom wake up exactly at 12 midnight on the 26th. My dad bought a chocolate cake and a 512MB Creative Mp3 for her. Me and my siblings just fit in. Lol. And btw 26th was her 40th Birthday.
With that aside, I've met a new friend. And He is my closest friend ever now coz he keeps my most deepest and darkest secrets. He's the only person that I shared every thin and thick which I've gone through. You people can say he knows it all about me. And I'm grateful that He has entered my Life.
But don't get me wrong. I still have my Mohamad Fairuz Bin Mohamad Salim. He* would always be mine. And our 23rd Anniversary is coming! But the sad part I won't get to celebrate our 2 years Anniversary coz He'll be serving NS on the 17th of September. I just hope my feelings or his won't change along the years.*cross fingers*
LoveLove.
PS: I miss my 2E peeps especially Asri Kambing.Hehe!,
N-Cinta.
Sweet`Flutters
4:57 AM
