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2:02 PM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix wasn't great unexpectedly. Though I watched it twice that doesn't mean I was fascinated by the movie. 1st time I expected to find 'wow' factors but I came to disappointment. And today, my 2nd time, with bf, just for the sake of accompanying him. I almost fell asleep half way. Lol.
And oh, my interview today was cancelled. My apology to Murni. I couldn't wake up coz I slept at 3 last night, talking and entertaining my seventeen old brother. You people might be wondering what in the world that I have to entertain him late at night. We spent almost every night talking and updating our daily lives to each other. If not, we'll watch dvds in his room. I have to force him to sleep, if not till morning I won't be able to sleep.
About my sis? She'z deeply madly crazy right now. I'll talk bout her later.
Siblings,
Nira.
10:40 PM
Friend: Is your father a good one?
Me: Yes.
Friend: Is he a good role model then?
Me: No.
A good father doesn't mean he's a good role model. His attitude is good doesn't mean his habits are. He wants best for his children by not following his footsteps. He wants to teach good habits when he's not giving any example. He wants everything to be according to his manner when he doesn't listen and attend to others' needs.
No fathers are perfect. Even children too. He's into sarcasm and now I know from who I've inherited that excellent skill. And this excellent skill of mine is betraying me. If only time would turn faster to the moment I've proven myself to be useful and successful. Maybe at that moment, he'll learn to shut.
Sarcasm,
Nira
12:00 AM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Sometimes I try not to have grudges on you people. Sometimes I tell myself to forget what has done. Yet, the truth is scars can never disappear. Learning from the outcome without erasing the pain injected on me is how I do in my Life. From now on, nothing would matters me unless you people need my advice or moral support or what so ever. But before that I can't assure you people that my advices are worth to be listened or followed. None have proved to be successful or maybe I've been uttering my advices to some deaf humans. Don't mind the latter crap. Hah.
Anws, I want to be an introvert kind of person. I want to not to care others around me. I want to live in my own world. I want to be vague from others.
Is it possible?
I want,
Nira.
8:45 PM
Let me be kind to make you people not figure by yourself. You might grow white hairs just to figure it out about eldest like me.
Parents usually have greater hopes on the eldest than other siblings. And it would be the most greater disappointment of all disappoinments if the eldest didnt achieve or inherit what they want. Little did they realise that the eldest is also a delicate plain human being. To be rebellious and ignorant eldest would give suicide to them, parents.
So people, don't be like an eldest like me, okay?
Rebellious & Ignorant,
Nira.
12:00 AM
Monday, July 23, 2007
To be honest really, it's hard to be the eldest in the family. The more siblings you have under you, the greater troubles you would encounter through time. No matter how expert you are in handling all your problems outside home, when it comes to indoors, you're the amateur. No matter who you are, a bad or a good person, if you're the eldest, you must know the word and the meaning of resposibility. And, siblings just make things to be difficile.Responsibility and Giving in are the fixed manners of an eldest. I'm talking based on what I'm going through. These manners that I'm practising are not only to siblings but to parents too. When good times come, we share abundance of happiness. But when bad times occur, the atmosphere would be often solemn. Eldest knows almost everything that is going on in a family. Each member of the family prefers to spill and share their thoughts to the eldest. And, the eldest is the one who often people hope to look up to. The simplest way to say, people especially parents often have fixed thinkings that the eldest is the almost perfect person in the family.Don't want to elaborate much further, you can go figure.Eldest is equivalent to suicide,Nira.
11:40 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
A sudden thought came across my mind. Why does Life has to be full of complications? And the irony is, why people just wants to complicate simple things? Any reason behind? Have they got nothing to do? It's frustrating when people can't think of a simple way to solve simple stuffs. Well, what I can only conclude is this. "Narrow minds can only think complications". The answer is there, and crystally clear, but they pretend to be blind.
Don't mind my harshness, people. It's just my simple point of view, that's all. It won't hurt others really. My aim is to make you people side and agree with my aspect of view. To those who oppose, I don't mind.
Back to my thought. God gave us tests which we can do, not the ones that we are unable to. And, I believe that these tests would, in return, teach us lessons in life ahead of us. If the hard ones can be resolved, although only time would tell, the simpler ones shouldn't be a big problem. The only way is just to play by the rules. Ask yourself this-If you know, and hell damn you know it, you're doing the wrong thing, why should you still be doing it? I agree to "Err is Human". But these mistakes should be learnt, not to be repeated. And if you're doing it without realising, that's a different story. But making a mistake purposely is just unacceptable seriously.
So people, please avoid these kind of cases. Can?
Err is Human,
Nira.
12:00 AM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Hating someone unreasonably is totally crap after I fully conclude. Maybe "crap" is not the best word to describe it. Whatever. The most simplest example of the "crap" is when you hate that person because he/she is better than you. I find it to be unfair towards that person whom you hate. Therefore, I'm setting this straight. If I hate that person, you people should know I've my own reason. And yes, a valid reason. So, I'm gonna scrap all my hatred which was unreasonable towards people.
I'll hate you if...
1) you stab me from the back.
2) you two-timing.
3) you hate me without any reason.
Other reasons..probably pending.Hah.But don't worry.
I'll tell you straight in the face what I hate about you. *winks*
Anws, have I told you I almost lost Him*? It was totally my mistake lah. Because of Him*, and others around me, I'm a change person now. And, I'm happy of what I've becoming now. I've plans ahead waiting to be fulfilled. But I'm gonna keep it hush-hush at the moment until I've proven it to be true.
Anything else...? Oh, have I told you I'm in Love with Muhamad Fairuz Bin Muhamad Salim?
Ok people, hate me. lol.
I'm in Love,
Nira.
1:14 AM
Friday, July 6, 2007
This personal thought of mine have been playing around my head since last night. I only get to sleep peacefully only after 4 in the morning. And when I woke up, this thought just sits there waiting to be unleashed. So here goes...
I have this crazy wonder of why the girls can't be just like the boys. Apart from their expertise in being jerks or in what so ever, they treat their friends pretty well. They honour and treasure their friendship in a most simplest way.
Step 1)Make friends.
Step 2)Add some good jokes.
Step 3)Members to death already.
Isn't that simple? I hardly seen them quarrel or misunderstood each other for just the tiniest problem. Though they sometimes settle themselves with plain violence, I find it to be the most simplest and shortest way to resolve matters.
Unlike girls, they're sensitive towards everything and have grudges for a couple of days or weeks then they'll consider and decide what's best for them and others. And before that, they have to cry, shed tears and feel remorseful of what has happen. Go out with friends who they can share their problems with. And finally isolate themselves from people and make their tiny minds run wild before making into a decision. Complicated right girls?
It's not that I'm winning the boys and I'm degrading my own sex gender. All this explanations are based from real experiences and the way I see things around me. And, I hope to learnt few friendship tips from them. Maybe I can learn some violence or hardcore moves from them too?
Like A Boy,
Nira.
12:51 PM
I did something which was unexpected to happen, and somehow or what, I'm regretting it. Yet, that doesn't mean I'm standing low with my head down. Since I've said-to decide something, I have to bear consequences, I'm moving on from what has occur. And I have forgiven for the mistakes you have sincerely admitted.
Memories of that person will be buried and engraved in me. Tears have dried; no words can be uttered. Only prayers for that person to be happy with his/her life.
In life I learnt,
1)Not to expect too much from a friend who has done a lot of things for you.
2)Appreciate even the smallest thing a friend has done to you.
3)To speak up the truth about what your friend has upset you.
4)Grudges do nothing but hurt and hatred.
5)Resolve as quickly as you can; don't let it hang.
I'm sorry for not being myself. I'm sorry for venging anger towards you. I'm sorry for hurting you without realising. I can sense you don't even care right now. And so I'm moving on. Thank You for everything.
I'm Sorry,
Nira.
2:32 AM
Welcoming the new blog of mine.Launching...06/07/07Exactly a month away after my date of birth.Hope you guys enjoy.
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