To be honest really, it's hard to be the eldest in the family. The more siblings you have under you, the greater troubles you would encounter through time. No matter how expert you are in handling all your problems outside home, when it comes to indoors, you're the amateur. No matter who you are, a bad or a good person, if you're the eldest, you must know the word and the meaning of resposibility. And, siblings just make things to be difficile.

Responsibility and Giving in are the fixed manners of an eldest. I'm talking based on what I'm going through. These manners that I'm practising are not only to siblings but to parents too. When good times come, we share abundance of happiness. But when bad times occur, the atmosphere would be often solemn. Eldest knows almost everything that is going on in a family. Each member of the family prefers to spill and share their thoughts to the eldest. And, the eldest is the one who often people hope to look up to. The simplest way to say, people especially parents often have fixed thinkings that the eldest is the almost perfect person in the family.

Don't want to elaborate much further, you can go figure.

Eldest is equivalent to suicide,

Nira.