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11:00 AM
It's been almost 2 months, I've neglected this blog of mine.
And Neglect is the best word to describe my behaviour towards people who were used to be around me, used to be by my side.
Directly speaking, I've been neglecting people.
I've forgotten people who were used to share fun, tears & laughter.
I don't have that anymore around me.
Changes in me have made people despise who I am now.
The truth is out.She's not at fault.
The tragedic incident made us learn more about Life.
The closest person to you may sometimes be the evil among all.
Their good deeds are often came with bad intentions.
If only I could meet Him in person.I'm gonna assure that he's Dead.
I'm regretting whatever happened in every yesterdays.
I'm hoping to have a better life in all my tomorrows.
I'm really lost and I really need to get out from the darkness.
Where's the light?
U wasted your time I guess,
Ann-Cinta.
3:55 AM
The truth is out.
I've lost my respect towards Her.
Unless She proves me wrong.
I need a perfect idea right now.
I need proofs to make the perfect judgement.
I need everything to be clear.
Till when it'll end.
Everything seems to be vague.
Imagine...
When the person that you looked up to changes to a person that you hated most.
When the person that you have respected all this while betrays your respect.
When the person that gave birth to you is no longer who She is before.
Imagine that.
N-Cinta.
3:52 AM
It's been almost a month I didnt get to update this blog of mine. A lot of things have been happening in Life. So much that I don't know where to start. The only thing that hasn't change yet is I'm still a part time job seeker. Hah.
Anws, I had a barbecue plus birthday surprise for Mom at East Coast Park on the 25th and 26th of August. I had so much fun thro' out that 2 days. I didnt slept coz I had fun playing board and card games with people. Oh, and about the birthday surprise, it was okay. We almost failed to make my mom wake up exactly at 12 midnight on the 26th. My dad bought a chocolate cake and a 512MB Creative Mp3 for her. Me and my siblings just fit in. Lol. And btw 26th was her 40th Birthday.
With that aside, I've met a new friend. And He is my closest friend ever now coz he keeps my most deepest and darkest secrets. He's the only person that I shared every thin and thick which I've gone through. You people can say he knows it all about me. And I'm grateful that He has entered my Life.
But don't get me wrong. I still have my Mohamad Fairuz Bin Mohamad Salim. He* would always be mine. And our 23rd Anniversary is coming! But the sad part I won't get to celebrate our 2 years Anniversary coz He'll be serving NS on the 17th of September. I just hope my feelings or his won't change along the years.*cross fingers*
LoveLove.
PS: I miss my 2E peeps especially Asri Kambing.Hehe!,
N-Cinta.
4:57 AM
"Sorry, your Singtel line has been temporary terminated.
Please kindly clear up your bill payment.Thank you."
You people are so welcome.No notices whatsoever until I have to call you people to check on about my line which has been terminated without prior notice before action was made.I have to clear them before the higher authorities above me gets to know about this.And only one problem which is stopping my way, which is,'How can I get that sum of money in a short period of time??'Mind not thinking well.Probably going haywire soon.I need help.I need a job.Is there anyone willing to offer?
This just plainly tells me that I'm still not reaching the stage of pure maturity yet.I just have to agree with *Him about this.I can never think what's best and what's not.I can never think far ahead like *He does.I can never think before doing anything.Now is just too late to regret over things that happened.My way is always to learn from what happened rather than to avoid from getting happen.Which one would you people prefer?The 1st or the latter one?
Bleargh.
Beggar,
Nira.
10:19 AM
Today my luck went away strolling for awhile I guess. From the day started it was never good. I woke up on my 1st day of "the time of the month". And I woke up late btw. Then the most f*** up thing happened. Sim card didnt want to let me call/msg people and vice versa.
Anws, I received an unexpected news from *Him at 3 am in the morning last night. The news was that *He'll be serving NS next month in the Army. He was excited of course. For me, it was mixed emotions. Yet, I'm happy for him. *Smiles* Just hope that things won't change much in the future. *cross-fingers*
And oh, tmr would be our 22nd month Anniversary.Yayness.
Happy 22nd month Anniversary Darl,
Nira.
8:14 AM
The last time when I told you people that I took a job in a factory, I stayed for the half session of the orientation only. Too much for me to remember and too much for me to cope. So I left together with other two. Lol.
After that I did got a job in tele-martketing at some travelling company. In my calculation, you can get 1.7K a month, $12 per hour, 6hrs a day & 6 days per week. The easy part is to call people and do some survey. But the difficult part is to reach the target. You get THAT sum of money that I mentioned only if you reach the target. Get the drift? So I decided to leave. I prefer to work for a fixed salary not depending on any target which may be impossible to achieve.
So I'm back to my part time job as a job-seeker. Oh, anws, the reason that I didn't update entries was not because of I had no time. With no job you people can definately guess that I've plenty of leisure time. But for your info, people, I had been updating my past entries thro my handphone. And my clevernessof my skull has made me forgotten that the 3G web is not FREE. And when the bill arrived...Okay I should not say the amount. I can only say I'm desperate looking for a job to pay my bills. Does that tells you people the amount? Nevermind.
Desperate,
Nira.
6:54 AM
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*January 2008